Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love, but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear - fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection, even if it kills them slowly within.

Hello! I just got home from a long summer vacay we had in Tacloban (Kaiser’s province), wherein I also had my so called ‘soul searching’. So mind you friends, this post is gonna be a long post. :3

For the first week of staying there, Seth and I were just with Kaiser’s mom, little sister and his some extended relatives. Kais wasn’t with us yet that time, since he was still busy doing his deck for the Iloilo-conference that had unluckily happened within the same week we went in his province. At first, it was a little bit awkward for me. I found it hard to do my stuffs and enjoy, for the reason that I was with people I’ve just met there and/or prolly people I’m not yet that comfortable with. However, as the days passed, I gradually felt at home as they have truly showed and embraced us a very warm welcome. They are my family too, anyways, and that made it easier for me to adjust.

Kaiser’s niece, JoyJoy, is the girl whom me and my son have became close with easily. She is just years younger than me, in which I think is also the reason why I felt relaxed being with her. She accompanied us every night as we watched our favorite shows on TV, and she was there during those times that I wanted a friend to go along with and help me in shopping (since Robinson’s Place is just a 5 minute ride from Kaiser’s home). Lolol. And for that, I really want to thank her for helping me survived ‘the first week’! :]

The next week, Kaiser has finally arrived. Everyone’s happy. Seth got excited and suddenly hugged him real tight.. I, too, was glad that he was finally there. Truth is, I pushed through this vacation, because I really wanted him to rest and leave first all his working shits. Yes.. That’s why even the internet connection was a pain in the ass, it’s like more of a positive thing for me lol. And because we missed each other a lot, at last, we decided to watch The Avengers in cinema! :3

Moreover, during this week, the Acidre family was very much in demand because of two main reasons: The Medical Mission and The Grand Reunion. Both events happened in Biliran, which is a 2 hour drive from Tacloban. Yeah right, seems like traveling isn’t my best friend after all. Why? While we were riding the Duptours (more likely an FX here in Manila), Seth and I were both busy raping a single plastic bag that we used for vomiting. It’s like we were competing for it. Just imagine it LMFAO. Like mother, like son? XD And then…

We have stayed at Kaiser’s aunt’s house for two days. Day1 was meant for the Medical Mission. There were free consultations, circumcisions, medicines, dental check-ups, etc headed by the Acidre Family. Though I didn’t fully help in the activity, I am still very glad that I was able to participate and witness the sincerity of each and everyone of them in helping the unfortunates~ :3

On day 2, the Grand Reunion happened. It is when I have seen lots of Kaiser’s relatives, relatives that even him doesn’t know. Lol. We have celebrated mass in the morning to thank the Lord for gathering the families together after the longest time. While the rest of the afternoon, we just stayed inside the room watching DVDs and securing ourselves from the blazing flames (Shana) of the sun. Hah. That day was also the day where we have left for Naval. We stayed at the D’ Mei Residence Inn during the night just to sleep!!! We checked out so early in the morning.. And it saddened me to death. It’s like we weren’t able to maximize the time that we’re supposed to be there and enjoying the air condition. But!! I didn’t know that we were woke up that early because we were to be toured in some of the most beautiful places in the city. Boo yeaaaa~

We went to a governor’s house, which looks like a mini zoo inside. There were tigers, snakes, bear cat, monkey, extraordinary birds, crocodile and many more. I felt like I was a child again… No, I mean, I felt excited for Seth because he, too, really enjoyed it. Next stop was a resort (I forgot the name). We thought that we were actually went there to swim, but nahh, we just went there to view the place and do some picture takings. Sad because the pool is that so amazingggg! :( Anyway, swimming still happened in the next stop. Place isn’t that cool compared to what we have seen beforehand, but it’s okay though. Seth was happy and he met a new friend! And me? Well finally, after waiting for so looong, I felt the chlorine in my body. XD

So there, we went back to Tacloban after swimming. That time, I felt that my summer vacation’s complete because those things we did would never happen if I just stay here in Manila. Right? And somehow, I forgot all the bad vibes I’m encountering with my life heeere. Blaaah. But at the end of the day, we still need to go back and face what we’ve left. So… Welcome me home. Hello problems, do you still remember me? Hope not :3 I did not miss you. Just my friends and family…

PS: Pictures are all found on Facebook.

Realizing that my nickname is quite ethical. 

Jah is the shortened form of the divine name YHWH (also spelled Jehovah or Yahweh), an anglicized version of theTetragrammaton (YHWH, Latin JHVH). The name is most commonly associated with the Rastafari movement or within the word hallelujah, althoughChristian groups may use the name to varying degrees (Wikipedia).

JAH LOVE simply means “the love of God Jehovah.” Love for mankind, God’s love for you, for me, for everyone! May we all remain in God’s love! (John 15:10)

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But of course, I don’t… and will never compete with the Lord. J-U-S-T S-A-Y-I-N-G… :”“>

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After my first friends quarrel with My lalabs (Jahnel) I realized that our friendship is become tighter and closer this time. ❤

I miss you, Lalabs! :( Mag-ingat ka sa bundok! Wahaha! I love you, and Baby Seth. ❤

Lalabskiii, why so sweet?  ❤  FYI, hindi kasi to bundok hahaha. Anyway, may bago akong best friend dito, si Mac Arthur~ LMFAO. Wanna meet him? :))

Here’s my to-do list this summer:

• Movie Marathon — Underworld Sequels, The Walking Dead (Season 1 - 3), Beck Live Action, The Girl with a Dragon Tattoo, Alvin and the Chipmunks (1 - 3), and others that interest me.
• Blog all the way — All the things that I missed to write starting last month.
• Have my hair dyed for the nth time — Still don’t know the color, thou.
• Treat myself — Buy something or whatever~
• Swimming — Duh? S-U-M-M-E-R.
• Work out — Grrr… This is the hardest part. Motivate me please.
• Visit Tacloban — I hope so. Even for just two weeks.
• Relax — the most important. I need to be stress free.